This is what I keep trying to tell you, you are not born of God, born again, begotten of Him. That its exactly why you have not seen Him as He is. But if, or when, you ever do see Him as He is, ye shall be like Him. 1 John 3. Cant see Spirit can you Rodney? But you can see through His eyes if you will bow to Him instead of having Him bow to your religious beliefs.
There is only only one way to begotten of God and that is if you are born of God. And he give Himself to all who are begotten of Him, born of God just as He gave Himself to Jesus, Adam, Abraham, Moses, 120. and us all who are begotten of Giod. And there is only one way to begotten of God and that is to have from Him the very same as Jesus and these others had from Him.
Your religion does not include you in Gods scheme of things as exampled in Jesus Christ, Abraham, Moses, 120. .