I think it would be best to study this out yourself, then chose. rather than take anyone's word for it. Then you make your choice.
It's like a road sign with the word Choose and arrows pointing left and right. You think it over then you will have what is known as dual ability. This means not only having the ability to freely will an action (the first condition), but more pertinently, having the ability to freely refrain from willing the action altogether.
It's like, suppose that I had a choice to choose between option A or option B, and in the end, I choose option A. According to dual ability, although I chose option A over B, I could have just as easily refrained from choosing A, willed to choose B, or at the very least, refrained from choosing either, even if all the circumstances were the same. For this reason, if dual ability does exist, then it is equally sufficient to demonstrate and identify that libertarian freedom must exists, as well.
These books shows both sides.
SAVED BY GRACE THROUGH FAITH OR SAVED BY DECREE?
A Biblical and Theological Critique of Calvinist Soteriology
Copyright © 2022 Geoffrey D. Robinson
And this one:
Does God Love All or Some?
Comparing Biblical Extensivism and Calvinism’s Exclusivism by Ronnie W. Rogers
And
Grace Faith Free Will - Contrasting Views of Salvation: Calvinism and Arminianism by Robert E. Picirilli