I don't.Then why do you think that the descriptions and experiences of others are going to convince you?
I learned a long time ago that nobody else's experiences are enough. We each need to experience life ourselves.
Since YHVH says he'd make sure that we would know him, the question becomes at what point do you stop depending on others to solve your problem, when YHVH clearly states he alone has the wherewithal to achieve what he said?
You are the one who keeps harping upon how many millions of people are supposed to have found Jesus to be real and knowable.
Since the Bible says, that YHVH says he'd make sure that we would know him, and yet many people still do not, at what point do you accept that the Bible is incorrect?