Oh we all hear God who has His word within. See John 1 where His word is made flesh our flesh
The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the one and only Son,
who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. John 1:14
Yes and when Gods Spirit come to you if you ever let Him we are destined for distraction...
On the contrary, destruction and misery are for those who have not known the way of peace.
Destruction and misery mark their gnostic ways,
the way of peace they do not know. Rom 3:16-17
Because His ways are gnostic teachings for you you reject the very one God sent ...
Because of your gnostic ways, you reject Christ Jesus and have an axe to grind with Paul.
For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son,
that he might be the firstborn among many brothers and sisters. Rom 8:29
Reconciled in Christ Jesus the Son of God
12 Giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light.
13 For he has delivered us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves,
14 in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins.
15 The Son is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.
18 And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence
19 For it pleased
the Father that in Him all the fullness should dwell,
20 and by Him to reconcile all things to Himself, by Him, whether things on earth or things in heaven, having made peace through the blood of His cross. Col 1
Have you ever considered that God really did send Jesus to lead you to Him? No you have not that is very obvious for your beliefs of Him as gnostic.
This is how God showed his love among us: He sent His one and only Son into the world to give us life. 1 John 4:9
He who has the Son has life; he who does not have the Son of God does not have life.
1 John 5:12