No you won't at all, for the kingdom of God doesnt come with observation it is within me. You are looking for a heaven or hell as a place you can observe LOL. Heaven or hell is not a place LOL, it is your state of mind this day and you live in the peace of heaven or you live in the trials of hell. It is who you are not where you go when you die rofl.
If you cant see Him now what makes you think you will when you are dead? It is to late to know Him by then and sin will be your disposition until you are born again of God.
yes and Paul was the sinner and does great harm to the ways of Jesus to be perfect as your Father in heaven is perfect, but it is very clear that you have the perfections of Paul as the sinner he was.
May I ask who you would follow Paul instead of Jesus? But I already know that answer, Paul has the better way for you as a sinner then Jesus had in Gods perfections for you to be as well.
Amen these believe in another such as Paul instead. For all who are born of God cannot sin because we are born of God, 1 John 3:9. Paul as the sinner that he said he is -- what does 1 John 3:8 about those who are the sinners? You follow Paul to be of 1 John 3:8. Are not you a sinner?
Obviously you do not know what sin is! You cant know what sin is at all until you know what it is to be the righteousness of God in Christ.