Some One
Member
It's been a very long time. I see a couple 'names', like Stiggy, that I remember. I think it's easily been around 13 or 14 years since I've been on here. I was a fairly regular member from around 2000-2009 I guess. For a brief period of time I moderated the Islam board around 2001.
After over 40 years of considering myself a Christian, about a year or so ago, after about a year of some deep introspection, I came to the conclusion and acceptance that I'm no longer a Christian. What exactly I am, meh, don't really care, though I'm somewhere on the spectrum of agnostic to atheist. Coming to the point of accepting that I was no longer a Christian was mildly upsetting, but afterward it was like a great relief. I'd been dealing with doubts since I was a kid, but over the past couple decades, and more so over the past few years, I came to a point that I could no longer squash the doubts or excuse them. I'd long been uneasy with many of the responses from Christian apologetics.
I think it's fair to say that the CARM forums helped in its part to eventually lead me to deconverting. Exposure to many different people with different beliefs, especially non-belief. Many smart, wise, and often compassionate people. I'd often spend many hours over the course of a week researching, writing, debating and discussing various topics with people.
So, thanks people, especially to the non-Christians here, more so - if any - that were on here during the early heyday of the CARM forums.
I am not using my former moniker out of privacy. The internet never forgets.
After over 40 years of considering myself a Christian, about a year or so ago, after about a year of some deep introspection, I came to the conclusion and acceptance that I'm no longer a Christian. What exactly I am, meh, don't really care, though I'm somewhere on the spectrum of agnostic to atheist. Coming to the point of accepting that I was no longer a Christian was mildly upsetting, but afterward it was like a great relief. I'd been dealing with doubts since I was a kid, but over the past couple decades, and more so over the past few years, I came to a point that I could no longer squash the doubts or excuse them. I'd long been uneasy with many of the responses from Christian apologetics.
I think it's fair to say that the CARM forums helped in its part to eventually lead me to deconverting. Exposure to many different people with different beliefs, especially non-belief. Many smart, wise, and often compassionate people. I'd often spend many hours over the course of a week researching, writing, debating and discussing various topics with people.
So, thanks people, especially to the non-Christians here, more so - if any - that were on here during the early heyday of the CARM forums.
I am not using my former moniker out of privacy. The internet never forgets.