Wow....Well, try this.
I volunteer in the community. I help people. I help addicts, and homeless, and people with severe mental health issues.
I help the local women's shelter whenever I can.
I jam with friends, who are all better musicians than I am.
I read a wide range of topics.
I live a full and happy life.
I enjoy my life.
I like to try to make the world a little better. Small things that help others.
I am not the one dimensional caricature you have in mind when you think of an atheist. Nobody is.
Thank you for your service to our fellow humans.
That does not however make you right with God himself.
There's the issue of sin that requires being dealt with.
Until then, you're still a dead man who will be condemned for your sin.