As you said....
YOU THINK.... This is entirely about WHAT YOU THINK. And your "hypothesis confirmed" is what's known as confirmation bias. I.e., your refusal to do what Jesus followers have been doing for the past 1987, and taking the lazy way out.... truth is not your interest. confirming your previously existing beliefs is.
If you want the truth, then do what the rest of us have been doing for 1987 years.
Until you actually do this, you're going to continue to think and the moment after you die, you'll realize just how wrong your thinking was.
As it is written.
There's a way that makes sense to a man, but the end thereof leads to death.
16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. 17 For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.
18 “He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. 19 And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. 20 For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. 21 But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God.”
It's a curious thing, that Jesus himself put together a simple construct for scientific inquiry, and the scientific method.
28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”
22 Judas (not Iscariot) said to Him, “Lord, how is it that You will manifest Yourself to us, and not to the world?”
23 Jesus answered and said to him, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him.
So..... do you possess the moral fortitude to reach out beyond your existing beliefs, that "confirm your hypothesis"?
Or, do you run and hide like the child you've made yourself to be?
We who follow Jesus....
We started off without any knowledge of these things.
Jesus was just some guy in history, who did something that changed the course of world history. A very, long, long, long time ago.
It was talked about in school, history, world government, etc....
But as we grew older, we started hearing stories about people whose lives were changed. In other countries, people were getting slaughtered like animals and they went to their deaths with a smile on their face, singing joyous songs. And they were not soldiers with guns, tanks, and bombs. They were mothers, children, fathers, brothers, sisters, sons and daughters.
We then started hearing stories of people who lived where we lived. People who'd destroyed their lives with drugs, alcohol, an over-abundance of sex, violence, turning to this Jesus. They'd become new people. People who were once filled with hate and bitterness, now filled with love and joy. they went from frown-filled, scowling faces, to faces filled with joy, and peace. Even the ones in prisons for the crimes they'd previously committed.
People with whom we hung out, and used to get stoned with, now talking about this guy Jesus, as though he was really alive, right here and now. A guy with whom they hung out, and engaged in daily conversation. This is where is got strange. It's one thing to hear stories about others not in your own circles. It's another altogether to have your own friends talk about him.
It's another thing altogether to take the time to learn for yourself. To engage these changed people in conversation, ask them questions, and have them tell you--- come and see for yourself. I had to. I could no longer ignore what I was seeing, hearing for myself. So I did. And boy what I found. What was shown to me.
So.... yeah.... you can indeed only seek to confirm your own beliefs. that's easy. Cowards have been doing it for centuries.
Men, Women, and adults who have courage..... they don't let their previously held beliefs prevent them from learning the truth.
Jesus has made the way to actually know.