I posed a very real question to you that you're ignoring.
Didnt ignore it at all, you just didnt like the answer.
Does the love you have for Jesus meet or exceed the love John the Beloved SHOWED to Jesus?
Same love of God in me Jesus had of the Father no different at all, one cant help but love Jesus, love john, love Peter, James, even love the devil, if you have the same Spirit of Love that God is with Him manifest in you.
Do I love Jesus as John did? Love has no bias preferences. You are only trying to categorize your beliefs to fit your own understanding about Jesus, John, God, and all the above.
I don't believe you care one thing about Jesus.
You believe a lot of things from your own limited understanding.
Not one thing. He is just a means to an end for YOU.
Exactly and as he said it is finished, there was noting more he could do or say to get you to have in you the same he had in the Father.
You use His good character and qualities to preach yourself.
His character is good and either you have His same character, mind, SPirit, and walk in it as He is in it or you dont.
That is not of myself at all, it is what Jesus said you should be and would be if you did follow him to the Father ypoourself.
That is what your father has always done.
It is indeed He in me and I in Him are one just as Jesus prayed to Him for me to be in John 17.
Roost in the squalor of the muck and mire of sin doing your best to bring the Goodness and Kindness of Jesus down to your stinking level.
But we who are born of God as Jesus was born of God it is impossible for us to be in sin, see 1 John 3:9. And He really does take away the sins of this world that you categorize as muck and mire.
And I do not do my best to bring goodness and kindness for when you have the same Spirit of God in you goodness and kindness will follow you as well instead of the hate you have and show toward we who are of Christ and walk as He walks in His same light as Jesus did.
Again. Don't talk around it. We have written records of how Jesus's disciples absolutely adored Him. Aren't you jealous? Your father is.
And we have record how every single one of his disciples flat out denied to be identified with him in his trials and tribulations and you call that adoration for him?
Jealous? Noting to be jealous of, I have the same from God Jesus had from Him. Perhaps jealousy is from your own iniquities from lack in having the same from God?
Sounds like you are very jealous to me by your hatred to be like Him as you exclaim His way is muck and mire where you are supposed to be like Him as well.