No. I don't agree with God's punishment of people predetermined to suffer everlasting torment. .
Why should anyone care about your personal opinion?
You will not do that because you can't say that. Your 5 Point Calvinist doctrine teaches this. You agree with the doctrine.
Sorry, but your excuse doesn't fly.
I was a rabid anti-Calvinist until SCRIPTURE convinced me that "Calvinist doctrine" is God's truth. GOD convinced me that it was true.