If you actually want to know the truth, then do what Jesus said.
i did and it took longer for me to realize what I was experiencing than it did for God to respond and make himself known to me.
But the amount of effort that I'm going to put in to find out the truth is roughly proportional to how likely I think it is that putting in that amount of effort will get me the truth, along with how important that truth is to me.
sounds like you're actually trying to make the truth fit your preconceptions and not just letting it do what he says.
he was pretty clear about it.
if you continue in my teachings you will know the truth and the truth will set you free.
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and those whom the Son sets free, are genuinely free.
Furthermore, he tells us- whosoever will call on his name shall be saved. So he's definitely making it really easy. We just have to call his name.
so... do you want to know the truth or do you want to complicate your life by trying to make it fit your biases and preconceptions?
it actually is possible to exclude yourself from learning the truth by force-fitting it.
If someone tells me I can eventually find out the truth about UFOs being aliens visiting us, by sitting on a mountaintop on the night of a new moon every month, I'm going to decide that it's not worth the effort, no matter how nice it would be to know if UFOs really are aliens visiting us.
I've never actually had anyone tell me that one.
I asked God two really basic questions.
1- are you for real?
2- is this Jesus stuff I'm hearing about for real, or just another pile of religious BS?
I grew up in a church. My dad sang in a choir on Sunday and beat or verbally abused my mom from Sunday night to Sunday morning.
By the time I was 11-12, I was done with my parent's beliefs.
As it was the early 70's, and I grew up in Southern California, within 2 years I was introduced to the drug culture.
Having grown up in the world I did, I had no interest in religion, drugs were quickly showing themselves to be untenable. Same with alcohol.
I was 25 miles away from Hollywood and the movie industry. It was pretty as appearances go, but as dark and destructive as the world I was living in.
So.... what do you want for yourself?
Not what religion or what philosophy, but what do you want for you?
And this is the case even if they tell me that they've been in touch with the aliens, and that's how the aliens said I could contact them.
I'm not into aliens. I suppose if you really want that, you'll never find it here. You'll have to go climb that mountain and wait.
If however you actually want the truth, call on the name of Jesus.
He tells us elsewhere that he saves to the uttermost ALL whom come through Jesus Christ.