Isn't that part of being the One flesh?
And did it ever occur to you that when we think we need something isn't actually when we need it? I agree not getting something I want, when I think I want it is frustrating..... but isn't that just a matter of the flesh wanting what it wants, when it wants it?
Oh.... I suppose I should say this too.....
I use BLB.org regularly for my verse searches, because I don't remember everything I read. I do however recall words, ideas, themes, etc.... BLB has an awesome search engine, and it helps a lot. A whole LOT!
So..... if your struggle is dealing with the stuff you post online--- don't feel ashamed to use blb.org.
Here's an example of a search....
"grac*" primary search results are listed below along with dictionary aides, FAQs, and Lexiconc.
www.blueletterbible.org
I selected Grace. But because there are numerous variations of grace--- grace, gracious, graciously, etc...., and I wanted them all--- I used the asterisk as a wildcard symbol at the end of grac*.
So, it picks up every variation of grace. I got back 176 instances in the NKJV. It has different translations too you can use.
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Enjoy.