How would you be able to compare your empty gnosticism with something you reject?Why do you reject redemption of God in Christ? Is it not that agnostic spirit that says He is a liar and cant redeem you from sin?
As far as Paul renouncing the Christ in favor of sin that he said he was of instead is his own confession not mine, all I have to do is compare what he says with what Jesus said and they are not the same teachings at all.
The reason you can hear Paul but cant hear Jesus is because of that agnostic sin that you refuse to give over to God just as Paul refused to give over the sin that he was of over to God and kept his sin throughout his career.
The Son in whom we have redemption, is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation. 16 For by Him all things were created that are in heaven and that are on earth, visible and invisible, whether thrones or dominions or principalities or powers. All things were created through Him and for Him. 17 And He is before all things, and in Him all things consist. 18 And He is the head of the body, the church, who is the beginning, the firstborn from the dead, that in all things He may have the preeminence. Col 1: