Why because you cant produce the man that you say is risen and alive?You have gotten WAY off track, Gary.
But there is One who can be risen from the dead and be in you, that is the One that you do not know, the One who was risen in Jesus in Matt 3L16, In Adam, In Abraham, In Moses, in Mary, in 120.
He would come to you and be in you as well if you would let Him, but as long as you hold that One in the grave, you will die never knowing the God of it.
BTW, train wrecks happen when they get off track.