I had to take him out of school, against his mother's wishes, in 4rth grade after 3 years of warning to the school establishment that there was an issue. After one year, he and I, math and reading only - no tutors, he returned to the 5th grade and recently graduated high school with honors. Sometimes only a father can love enough and know what to do. And sometimes I anthropomorphize my experience onto God. Love is what love does. With all His power to intervene like this father did for his son, I feel none should perish. I could not wait for my son to come to me.
I have "City of God". Got half way through it. Tough read. Long conceptual turn around and idea development.
But you are at the crux of my point.... With this same inner dwelling connection in us all, why is there such disparity of experience in tapping it? Why isn't it internally clear to a Muslim that Christianity is true? Why would God allow so much external suffering to fire that connection as opposed to a more loving and pronounced ringing of that connection internally when needed - like I did with my son above? Love is what love does. I could have waited for my son to discover his own problem later in life. Why would a loving and knowing father do that?
Non of that denies free will.