Overall the world is better now than it has ever been. Have you ever read a history book? Violence used to be common. There are not many places left in the world where we are murdering people for entertainment. Slavery is mostly over. Women are teated better now than any time in history.
That is simply not true. The world is full of much good and is overwhelmingly good. People all over are overwhelmingly good. Of course the news does not report on this because people acting altruistically, unselfishly, kindly, doesn't make for good news. The number of people acting this way far outnumbers the people who do evil. I don't know what kind of life you have but almost every single person in my daily life is decent and treats me nicely.
You need for the world to be a terrible place so you have a need for your god. I don't. I see things as they really are. I feel sorry for you if you really are that fearful and negative. It is no wonder you are imagining some sort of better place. If your life is full of discontentment and chaos and pain and futility I suggest you get some professional help. Maybe you need medication. I say that with the best intentions. I always tell people about
Action For Happiness, Action for Happiness is a charity that promotes a happier and more caring society. We promote how to be happy, kindness, connection & wellbeing. Researchers know what makes people happy and fulfilled and they are sharing it. This is not rocket science. Of course you won't like it because it doesn't involve god. The world is much better than you think. And we can make it better, without religion.