It's only a "theological" argument, and simple logic. IF everyone who will ever be Born Again had already BEEN SELECTED ("L" in action) even before the creation. Then OBVIOUSLY anybody who WASN'T SELECTED is only firewood and never could be anything else. Because of "I" NOBODY has any choice in the matter (not that Calvinists are too long on "Choice" anyway).
But then, of course there's Romans 9 that makes the selection of the "Elect" arbitrary anyway ("U" in action).
Since I was drawn, and convicted of SIN, then obviously I'm "Elect". And even though I "blew off" the Holy Spirit the first few dozen times, Eventually (at the age of 20), at the end of my rope, I surrendered, repented, and became a Christian. So the Calvinist would say "I" worked the way it was supposed to.
Of course in the last 6 months or so, my "Congestive heart failure" has kicked in with a vengeance, so chances are I'll get REAL answers to my questions before much longer anyway, and have a good laugh about all that I've been wrong about.