I can send you my testimony (the first chapter of my new book) but in a nutshell, I was a major sinner with a married man, and couldn't give him up, so told God after trying for months and always going back, that He was stronger than I was so for Him to make my lover break up with me and then give him the strength to stay away from me. I didn't think anything would happen but I basically stopped trying on my own and besides, in 30 years I had never received an answer to prayer, and even had to choose to believe, though half-heartedly. One week later my lover broke up with me telling me that he suddenly realized he couldn't be there when I needed him, and that gave him the strength to stay away, no matter how much I wanted him back. Two weeks later after realizing that God was actually real because of the answered prayer, other miraculous hindrances blocked my own sinful will, namely another man to fill the void, and then I asked Him a question in a frustrated prayer, and HE ANSWERED VERBALLY one word, "NO"! I heard Him, though not audibly, but it was loud and clear and not what I would want. I was shocked and had absolutely no more doubt. I also knew supernaturally that He was going to continue and He seared into my heart 8 more sentences I cannot ever forget. He then showed me a vision, and I repented like David did after his sin with Bathsheba, and repeated Psalms 51:10 which was a memory verse as a child. Then I felt something like warm oil flow over me, and something heavy lift out of me. I know now it was my sin nature from Satan and I no longer had any desire to willfully sin what a Catholic would call a mortal sin (sin unto death - breaking God's law). And the ability to hear His voice has never stopped either. So talk about a PERSONAL relationship with God, WOW! For the last 45 years since this experience 100% of my prayers have been answered. And I don't even date. I laughingly call myself in the Eunuch's Club. LOL I think that is what Paul meant when he said he wished there were more like him, 1 Corinthians 7:8-9. I'm sure he could relate to how I feel, or the other way around. And like Paul, my mind is seadfast on God always listening for His voice, the number one most commonly in operation spiritual gift I have. But of all the gifts from Joel 2, Mark 16:16-18; and 1 Corinthians 12: 4-10 I have experienced them all except 2, that require a special Office to obtain. And in 2000 I was driving in the desert in Arizona and God spoke that He was giving me the Office of Teacher from Ephesians 4. It was after that that my understanding of the only interpretation of verses inspired by God was given to me over time. But any time I ask a question, I get the answer immediately. Now THAT'S a very personal relationship conversation. He is always on my mind from the moment I get out of bed and even in my dreams.
Okay, maybe a little longer than a "nutshell." LOL
Also, this is why I go with cannot "commit" rather than "practice" as if the desire might be a struggle and require strengthening will power., but are still capable of committing the sin.